Well, I guess it is obvious enough, but I changed my background pic.  I think it is hot!!!  I also changed my profile pic, which is cool, I guess.  My life has been full of enough excitement lately, but definitely not in any way that I could or would blab on here.  One never knows really.  Anyway, I am still searching for the love of my life.  That seems all too common in today's world for everyone, so I don't want to embelish my problem with it.  That would be not only pointless but also too dramatic.  I pretty much found out that I am a drama queen.  Yeah, I know that it is weird that I say it like that.  Like I don't actually know that I am a drama queen?  Well, actually, I never noticed until someone pointed it out to me.  I guess that makes me stupid or something, but it's true.  I also pretty much hate myself because of it.  I can't stand drama queens myself, and now, I have to realize to myself that I am one of the kind of people that disgusts me.  Wow!  It pretty much causes me to internally HATE myself.  I am constantly wondering if I am coming off as too much of a drama queen now.  I don't want to come off as a drama queen.  I think that is one of the main reasons that I don't have that special someone in my life right now.  It's because no one can stand me.  And I guess, judging by the way different people have told me, I am not just a little bit of a drama queen but very much.  That definitely doesn't make it any better.  I mean, I know everyone can be a bit of a drama queen at times, but I guess, I break the mold and go beyond the normal drama queen attributes.  I just HATE this.  I have to constantly tell myself to not hate myself and just change it.  The main problem with just changing it is that it isn't very easy.  Especially when it is a part of your personality and you hardly even realize it is there.  It is very difficult.  I don't know.  I just don't know what to think.............

,,Ich muss nicht meine Emotionen mich beherrschen lassen"!!

"I must not let my emotions control me!"

Currently Listening Beautiful By Christina Aguilera Beautiful (in my head) see related

Random Quote Alert!!!!!

,,Kultur beherrscht uns''!! (Culture controls us!)

,,Ich bin schön, trotz was du sagen darfst''!! (I am beautiful, despite what you may say!)

Currently Listening Infest By Papa Roach Last Resort (this is what's in my head) see related

Ø îãûå åðùãïðå åðôå Ø öùãäâ èó ûåãçøâ ôòâ öêøåó öøåð Êãûûøôò äóååóêû.

(I just thought that I would be stupid and write with Russian letters.)

PS.  It doesn't really say anything in Russian either.  I just switched the keyboard to Russian and typed out what it says in parentheses.  Isn't that stupid?  Hehehehehe!!!

Actually, I typed it with the Russian keyboard and it came out in Russian letters at first, but then when I submitted it to the blog, it came out like this......I have no idea!!!! 

Well, I decided to change the look of each of my blog entries (obviously).  Last night, I went to Martha's and had a good time, at least compared to how it normally is.  It was extremely packed though, almost to where one couldn't breathe.  It was still fun I guess.  I met someone and talked and such...that's that really...I don't know what else to say about my life up to this point.  I am kind of tired right now really.  I should probably go and take a short nap if I can take a short nap.  I usually can't.  It usually ends up lasting for a few hours.  I do have homework and studying to do that must be done.  Well, I guess I will try to leave another blog entry when I can later on or tomorrow, hopefully, one of the two.  Bye for now then...........

WES

Well, I am bored a bit today.  My cell phone doesn't work and that is kind of the only phone I have.  I am just totally in an indifferent mood I guess.  It's not really a bad day, but it is not really a good day either.  I don't even know how to explain it.  I am writing this, as a matter of fact, because I don't know what else to do...I don't know...Anyway, now that I have wasted time and everything...I guess I will go and do homework.  Exciting! 

--Wes